working environment

it has been a long time im not viewing my "eegsaredelicious"...hurmm....on 3/1/2013, formally i have been working at my partners for 3 months. many people i met, many types of different characters i found....the question here is, how do you face all this? now i know what is the challengers being in the workplace....(long sigh...)

everyday facing the same people....meet with the different environment everyday....its a tough thing to do actually!! because it has to be face everyday! oh my...i wish i could fly to some where else...huu

now feels like gonna have headache everyday....i need to learn how to handle this...how to handle different characteristics! yess!! thats it...because im not the 1 that like to mix with crowd and many types of person with different characteristics..especially the 1 with the weird act!! ughh... this 1 that give me the headache...

naahh.ade keije pulak...haih..later!

i think this is the time...

aaaaa...lama x conteng cni..salu conteng bile ad bnda xdpt diluahkn je..huu..so skrg da ade...agk lme la mcm xd mslh kn..knonnye...ade je tp mcm kuatla bole smpn je...emm...mcm jht sgt ak bile ckp cmtu ....tp ak ase tula bnda yg ptot ak wat...bkn sje2....ade sbb..xpnh wat sesuatu tanpa sbb..mgkn jd lbh trok sbb hormon plak nga trun naek kn...mmg getting worst la...sy mnx maaf pd yg berkenaan...x ksala dy bce ke x entry kali ni...tp mnx maaf sgt2...i want to change...if u cant accept it..just let me go....dgn cara baek..i noe its hard...but to change maself...its harder than this...and if u cant help me...its better u leave me...the most impportant is...if U cant change urself..than i think i shud think twice about u...hah da belit2 da ak ckp ni...eh type je...even byk chance da bg..slh ak ke kalo ko wat bnda yg sme saketkn aty ak....ak x start pape pn....ak jd dri ak je..tp ko tu yg ske sgt wat cmtu...ak da gtaw dr awl lg...n now, respect ak kt ko totally lost...im sorry for that...ase da byk kali cmni....tp hati ni tetp trime blek lpas dpjuk...mnx maaf sume...tp smpi bile...kte da bg chance....utk brubah...tp still wat jgk bnda yg sme...slh yg sme...i think..i need to go on my life by myself after this..be strong fara!azmeera! u can do it...face all ur porblems with the guidance from Him..insyaallah..everything will be fine...

Tears of Gaza

whoaa...nu blog meh...hahahha.nmpk sgt lme x update ni...ingtkn ad sumthng wrong..upenye memg gini ghopenye yop...kui3...btw, juz now me n my buddy watched "tears of gaza"...at masjid al-jazari,upnm....i cant feel pity to them...but im impressed..how they still can wear hijab+jubah even many things happen to them..even the 11 year old kid...so dissapointed coz dun have "air yg suci" so that they can use it to take wuduk...alhamdulillah...they have strong iman..but us??live in peace country...xd sape pn nk tembak...mlm2 dpt tdo lena ats tilam yg empuk..bantal kabu2 la...bulu angsa la...tp still..nk bgn subuh pn payah(including maself)...ape lg suro ckupkn 5 waktu tu...ish3..ape nk jd...by sharing that point i think is enuf to make my tears drop out from my eyes...bkn nk suro jd alim sgt..pkai tudung labuh,jubah spjg ms...but its enuf if we can cover our aurat ryte...(pesanan kpd dr sndr)...to all readers, try ur best to not skip the '5 waktu'...tu bnda 1st akan dihitung kelak...sama2 lah kte renungkan....its x late to taubat...change ourself...=)..insyaAllah...

its been a while my blog remain silent....uhuh dat is bcoz me dun have anything inside my heart...it goes to ere when the time i feel lonely...dun have anyone with me...or anyone can hear me....haa...dats it...bbuttato mostly evrytime it all just sumthng wrong with me...

Ok,now there is sumthng bothering me....at first,i neva tot it wud be a real for me...but then,it is real...i love when peoples around me happy...but is it worth it if peoples happy bug u're not...ermm..its not i dont like them being togetha..its juz..i know both of them..how can i handle that..i know dat wat kind of gul she is...n i oso Noè wat kind of boy he is...what if...one day dat gul will took away the boy away from u...forever??i love both...ntahla...maybe i should leave it to Him...He knows wat is the best for us....btw,lme jgk xd org komen kt cni...huu...ape2 Pn...sy mnx maaf pd sume org ats sume slh silap sy slme ni....n sy maafkn sume org ats ape jd kslhan...

morning....its raining on Monday morning....same goes inside me....confius with evrythng had done...konpius ngn sume bnda...how meh...xtaw nk PM cne...pf xyah pk...juz leave it to Him...tkot slh wat keputusan...hmm....dgn Dia n dadaring Dia je bole dpt jwpn...

bad attitude...

cmne la nk ilangkan rase baran ni...asyk nk mara je..nk kte hormon nye pasl...mgkn la...tp cm salu je.hmm..xtawla nk wat cmne...xtaw nk ngadu kt sape....pas solat td okela...tp ble pk blek..aduuh...=(..suupose to a best day but it end with suck...hish!

losing~~~

npe tetbe sy rase mcm kehilangan...kawan2.... mcm dy xmo kwn ngn sy ke?kalo x suke ke ape gtaw la...sy ase dy yg mcm merampas kwn2 sy yg sy da lme knal..tp skrg tbe2 mcm dy da take over pulak..x ksala bnda da lmeee sgt3...nk kwn ngn sape2 pn xpela kn...tp knpe dy wat cmtu...sy bkn kwn dy ke?dgn kwn yg rapt ngn kte je ke kte ckp tq..ngn kwn xbek kte xckp eh?xtawla pulak...tp ape dy wat tu btol2 wat sy trase...xksa pn kalo xnk kwn..ase cm xrugi pape pn...tp mcm xptot nk wat cmtu... n i now,feel lyk losing my old frens...hmm mybe slh sy yg xsalu keep in touch ngn sume...tp asenye sume memg bz kot...n ad new life dgn kwn2 bru..tp xdla smpi lpe kt kwn2 lme...arini pn bru pasan pasl sesuatu...mgkn slame sy je kot yg prasan dorng cm kwn bek sy..tp dorng x pn...sokay la cmtu...xkck aty pn..trase sket je...i dun feel lyk a looser dont have a fren lyk u...so,be happy....=)

spi-bee vs kak tus

hehehehe...today i got 3 'kak'tus....ngee...soo cute meh...and all of them got their own name... I <3 U....ngee... b4 dat..i got spi-bee to watch over me... alwis be beside me..ngee... n dy jgk spi to sum1..uhuk3... ad spy dlm blik... all gifts from him...hee... he alwis make me smile n happy... he alwis try to cheer me up... n he is incik abdul hafiz bin abdullah... moga jodoh dgnnye pjg hingga akhir hayat...amin

r u matured enuf to read dis entry...???

sumthn funny have come just now...ki3....it will be funny if u're matured enuf to think about it..but it will make u anger if u r under age..kuang3.... paku dulang paku serpih...mengata org dia yg lbh... phm x dgn pantun tu...tula bnda yg jd tu one of my kenalan during my stdy in university... its been 3 yrs and a half...n almost 4yrs... i think dat duration enuf to make u noe sum1 better...lbh2 lg klu kte dok sme blik..sme clas....n 24hrs memg ngadap mke yg sme je...ermm..dats wat i can say bcoz me also mengalami prkre yg sme..buruk baik mereka kte msh bole trime even cmne pn..sbb kte da btl2 memahami n accept them as our fren...x ksala cmne pn..kte akn mdh utk memaafkn dan meminta maaf....xd prkre yg dsimpan dlm hati..bt when it comes to menabur fitnah...itu da jd pkre besar..bkn kck...jgn maen2 nk ckp ape2...think before u talk...sbb nye...ape yg kte ckp tu mgkn baek..tp mgkn kte xsdar yg ia akn memakan dr kte sndr....so..behave on wateva u said evryday...itu jela..nk ckp lbh pn,ilmu msh blum ckup..dri pn blm diperbaiki..so..marilah kte sme2 muhasabah dri....btolkn dri kte...=)..peaacee!

ok..this entry xd kaitan ngn sape2..cume ape yg tpendam dlm hati je.... or mcm nk kua kn sume yg ad dlm hati n pale...yg busuk2 ni..kna kua kn..kalo smpn nti jd laaagi busuk..hehehe...
1st..nk taw la jgk...if we're frens...kind of bestfren la jgk since 24hr being togetha kn...do we nid to secret2 with each other eh?i noe...sumtyms it need tok jge hati...tp mcm in certain thing....when we go to face it togetha...y dont u juz say it..x prlula..nk ckp blkg...dlm erti kte laen..nk jge hati kte...prlu ke?its ok if we dun find out about it...but at last, u find out yg ur 'bestfren' tu ad ckp2 blkg..x ksa jgkla either dy ckp ngn besfren u jgk or else sum1 else...bt still ckp blkg...ur giving me pahal..i noe..bt im still a normal human being....still have the feelings...even ur x telling me...mcmla i dun really noe how r u....huuu... npe jaat sgt ni...tp ase cm prlu kua kn sume ni... 2nd thing.... if u really love sum1...prlu ke nk smpn prkara yg org ad ckp or tegur pasl ur syg tu...if u really love ur frens..(in my opinion laa..)..if ad org mengata or kutuk ke..or maybe tegur bout our bad attitude....we shud tell our beloved frens so dat they noe.."owh,buruknye perangai ak..then i shud change this or that..."...xke cmtu??? if kte smpn...or cover2...smpi ble org tu nk taw kalo ad yg x menyenangkan....kan?heee... emm..cmtu la lbh krg ape yg sy rase skrg ni.... sy taw n sedar..im x perfect...but i alwis try to fix my bad... tiap ms b4 wat pape i alwis think deeply...bkn sje2...tiap action sy sume ad sbb..x for nothing...n one more thing,if u really sincere with sum1 u love..then there will be no more secrets between u n them... cause dats wat i do... huu...trust each other when we shared everythng...without knowing everything..how can we trust others...?ryte?...so kesimpulannya..its hard to believe in any person in ur lyf until u got the hint that u really can trust that person...dats all from me..tq...ki3

haih..apsal la susa sgt nk msuk+paham stdy heat transfer ni...aduhh...kang jd cm test ag..stdy bagai nk rak..last2 xdpt jwb jgk...adoyai...pntla mak..iktkn aty mls je..nseb bek aby kte dtg td....adela smgt sket..wee!!tq aby!!

haa....da study wiks ni...all the best to all my frens yg bakal or maybe da stat pn final...study baek2...jgn study last mint... especially to my beloved dearie gum2 bintang hati sy... en Abdul hafiz bin Abdullah.... good luck ye...ingt target tu..amau jd cm sy...getting worse je...=)..i'll be with u...

astaghfirullah3.....down sgt3....i do try my best for the test...i noe..bknla abes baek...means stdy memg da btl2 phm...tp...sume jwpn slh...mne x down...memg down gle3 ni...nk nanges..tp xnk dpn bdk2 blik ni....dorng pndai...sume bole jwb...x ok2 dorng pn ak lg bangang....abes test abes sume nk bncang..x suke sgt cmtu....mcm nk tcbut la jantung ni....troknye...or mybe byk sgt da dosa ni smpi ilmu susa sgt nk msuk...agknye la kn....ujian dr Dia kot..i try to be positive..xnk down lg....test 1 trok..trst2 trok..what else cn help me to reAch the target...nothing=0.....xtawla ape yg bole okekn skrg...xtaw nk wtpe..jd blank...ya Allah..kuatkn diriku utk hadapi semua hukuman n dugaan dr Mu....

ya allah..apela dugaan kau beri pada hatiku hari ni...sume bermain dgn hati dan perasaan...menguji sungguh kesabaran ku hari ni...pg2 bgn tdo lg da dpt ujian....ujian ape ni ek..smlm bru dpt smgt nk buat anjakan ke arah yg lbh baek...x smpi 24H da dpt ujian??ak trime sumenye dgn redha..moga kau menerima taubat ku..buang sgale sifat mazmumah dlm diriku..amin..

xtaw npe..tp ombak rndu btol2 buat hati sy jd berombak.....it really touch my deep heart.....=(...

haish...da nk abes sem da..npela bru skrg nk muncul sume perkara ni...sume perasaan ni...x elok..x baek...n x suke..tp tula jd nye agknye ble kte da lme sgt smpn mcm2 perasaan n perkara....hmm...nk ngadu kt sape?xd sape lr dgr kecuali Dia..dr dlu pn memg ngadu kt Dia je..xd pendengar yg lbh baek dr Dia...cme mgkn hati ni tlalu gelap utk dptkn penyelesaian dr Nya....ya allah..jauhkan lah ak dr sifat2 mazmumah....amin....

cmne ek..mcm x ok la..huu....da lme x ase cmni....ingt da xd lgsg..tp ad ag..lumrah manusia kot...huu...ataupun ni sume sethan nye keje kn....huu...mnx djauhkn sgtla..sbb taw bnda x elok..ase nk meluah tp xd tmpt n ms yg seswai...org nye ade..tp tula..huu..nga col dy pn skrg ni...n relief sket...nk dia sgt!!huu..hee...xnkla pk sgt..t tmbh serabut...=)..smile..n smile...=)...alhamdulillah n tq to the almighty send him to me....

weh!tlg r..mls gle nk blek u...keje menimbun pdhal ni...waa...xmo blek nk cuuttiii je...tulun.......

since there is sum1 ask me to wrote ere..hee...im gonna share about 26 n 29 oct 2011...stat with 26oct....kn sy sday smlm nye....dis day...sy kt uma...then nk blek hostel my hero dtg fetch me kt uma mama...he bring me to mines....guess wat..i got my bday present 2wiks early...huuu...apela...suke wat cmtu....end of 26oct....

29oct....weeknd yg free...ad keje actually..tp da xlarat nk dok dlm blik ni lg...soo decide tok kua jgk..at 1st xnk kua tu sbb memg duet tu x mengizinkan la...bole tp memg posela kalo kua kn..hahah...so bbm ngn bf rumet sy...dy pn oke je...so ktorng pn kua la..n sy ajk la hero sy tu skali to go on triple date...mule2 xtaw nk g mne..last2 decide g ts je...smpi2...cari tmpt mkn dlu sbb gergasi ladies ni nk kua da...grrr...hee...pas mkn da buntu nk wtpe..hahah...mne x nye...memg xplan pape nk kua...d sbb kn kenny rogers tu ad kt ngn movie...ktorng pn g la tgk cte pe yg ad....at last decide to watch in time...nice movie cme jln cte lmbt la...smpt la nk nantok2 sket kn...abes wayng around 7pm..g solat mgrb..pastu pk ag nk wtpe..hee....dsbbkn sy ni suke karok...me ask them to go redbox...ktorng pn g la green box sbb dkt cket..hee...melalak la 2 jam...n for ur in4...dis is da 1st tym my hero tu karok wit me...hee....soo fun!! sgt2 having fun even kua xplan pn...abes karok g melahap ag sbb tym tu da lewat gle...gergasi pn da kua..hee...btw...dis day sgt2 brmkne 4 me...hee..tq my hero sudi tman 1hari...=)..smpi xg tgk tganu vs n9....huuu

haip! setelah sekian lme...x menaip kt cni..tbe2 mlm ni ase nk tulis...stlah sekian lme jgk xd air yg jatuh ke pipi...tp pd ptg+mlm ni...ad air yg jatuh kt pp sy....wuu...wuu...sme goes to out there...its raining out there..but its raining heavily inside my heart...im miss u damn much...how dare u cud said lyk date to me...."x date pn xpela..."...dats wat u want..then i'll gve u..no more date afta dis....bkn nk sgt pn kua b2 tu..bt at least spent tym wit me since da lme x wat cmtu..oso mis my fam...tp da jd cmni...nk wat pape pn xd mud..prot kosong pn x ase lapa...xtawla nanes sbb sday or mara or mjok sgt2...me maself cant describe it..sbb da lme x nanes..sume la kot...bia la nk jd pe pn..lucky i got my bff...nurhana hussein n faizairi...tman sembang n col...xdla asyk nk pk bnda sme je...hurmm...