lme x update...hehehe

hello there!!! maaf lme x update blog..kmalsan melanda diriku..huhu...sooo many things actually happen to me since the last post...nk story sume cm xlrt kot...huhu...manyakla..so mane yg ingt n bez jela kot...stat wif exam...so far ase cm sume da wat yg terbaek la...juz worry dynamics subject.,..le fail subject ni..x yakin sgt..hurmm..dhla tym exam jwb half q je..cmne ntah nk dpt mark 2...hope sgt le lulus....afta finish exm...amek lsen kete!!!yeay!!finally i got my license...le bwk kete..hehe....then spent tym with my lover..hehe..love u dear....blek uma mama...then g skola 2 amek sjil spm yg 4thn lpas 2..hua3...wat malu je...n kbtlan tym 2 ad hari kecemerlangan skola..ad alumni skali....amek sjil 2 smptkla jmp ckgu2 sume....ktorng bmlm di rumh sri norzalina...tq pakck punandir n makck skali sbb kc ktorng tumpang uma n mkn yg byk gle2...mskn yg cdp sgt...ki3....memg melnx je dok uma sege...ms kt uma sege 2 dy bwk ktorng g jaln kt bendang...sonok sgt!!!dat was da 1st tym sye jejakkn kaki kt bendang taw...so cm new experience....otw nk blek 2 singgah skola jap..tgk2 kn join alumni..huhu..sgn je..yg ad kt c2 sume amek master la...da jd doc la..ktorng ni br amek degree..heh..hampeh btol...dok x smpt pns kusi 2 ktorng da blah..then g tesco kuala selangor...kusel da ad tesco!!!jmp ayh angkt techenta..ust mad...huhu..lme ngat x jmo..kt skola dlu dy byk sgt tlg sye..huhu....da blek 2..stay uma mama 4 about a week...ask ma bro crikn keje tp dy asyk xd kt uma je...naek bosanla...move 2 ma dad's hse...kt cni dpt keje kt jusco..huhu...ni pn new experience gak...1st tym keje..ki3..n 1st jgkla sy akn dpt duet hasil usaha sy....gewd then..eh lpe plak...a day b4 stat keje 2 sy blek kg....rantau pjg...lme x jmp nenek...blek sje2 je...3 hri..then blek kl....lpas 2 tros kua dating..ki3...rndula...asenye ni da jd lbh krg cm sinopsis gakla..hahaha...n 1 perkara ag...sy da taw result exm sye....hurmm..xla trok..juz x dpt pe yg sy target 2...dy sipi2 je...wat skt aty je...tp tapela...ad hikmah 2...kang kalo dpt pe sy nk mest sy jd mls da nk blaja kn....sokay kn....so dats all la 4 now....l8r sye cte pengalmn sy d tempat keje plak..ni cm da pjg ngat...hehehe....salam sayang~~

love...

juz now i realize how much i love him...btpe byk ms sye da waste pd org yg x sp2tnye....wat i'd done...alwiz hurt him...im so soie....sye xnk bnd2 cmni...sy salu cube avoid....dear...i love you soo much...biala sye x pnh sebt dpn awk cm2...tp ati sy sntiase menjrt ttg 2....im soo soie...

alhamdulillah...

satu halangan kpd perancangan cti semester da lpas..hehehe...harap2 halangan laen pn dpt lpas gak la...n perancangan cti sem sye bjalan dgn lancar...hati da x sbr2 ni....tp cmne pn...kn concentrate kt final ni dlu...da kn stat stdy gle2 neyh..so cm lpas ni xla salu ngat update blog or myb cm xd lgsg coz xd sbb nk on9....doakn kjayaan sye ye....=)

sooo..........

penat....nk tdo lme2..rht....tp xle..final da dkt..kn stat stdy da...xle men2 ag...nti dpt result yg twok....hurm..cyg cye da nk abes paper da..esk last paper..jeleznye..dhla dy nk tinggl sye bcti kt perhentian pas abes exam ni..eeii...x aci btol...nk ikot jgk....sy nye final 2wik ag..hurm..hope le score sem ni....get da bez result....nway...chayok2 2 maself!!!(~.~)

mcm2 konflik dlm dr skrg....xtaw nk pk or wat cmne...drpd sekecik2 perkara smpila yg besa....stat ngn hati...1 ketika dlu waktu hati diisi oleh rasa sayang,cinta....sumenye indah...rase dunia ni sempurna...n tym 2 gak pk..cmnela kalo ak single ni....tp..ble da single...trase luas sgt khidupan ni....bebas....tnp ad kekangan dr ape2 atau sape2....tp...kdg2 sunyi jgk...juz ignore...kte pk kwn2 msh ad utk jd peneman kte....tp sbnrnye...bkn sng nk ad kwn mcm 2 upe2 nye....susa sgt nk ad kwn yg kte le share evrythng ngn dy mcm sy share dgn kwn istimewa.....tp kwn istimewa pulak..bkn sume le jd pndgr yg setia n bg nchat yg kte perlukn...hmm...complicated nye....knp ek...bkn xbole ignore sume bnd ni...juz life sorg2..lone ranger cm2...tp ase cm dungu plak kalo wat cm2 kn..xd life...idop sorg2...memg x dinafikn..kalo idop cm2 ag sng...xd nk pk pasl org len....tp x bez la...lbh krg cmnila...sbnrnye kwn 2 bknlah sum1 yg kte le dok ngn dy...g clas sme2...salu ketawa ngn dy...tp bg sye..kwn adlh sum1 yg sntiase dgn kte x kre sng,susa,sday,hapy.....tp 2la..bkn sng nk dpt..sdgkn dr sndr pn blom tn2 le wat cm2..kn2.??hurm..tapela..sye redha ngn ape pn yg jd...ngn ape yg sy dpt....ni br pasl kwn...pasl kwn istimewa...??laen pulak....15mac2010...genapla 4 bln idop single....huuu....mcm2 prasaan ade...dlm 4bln ni jgk..mcm2 jd kt sye....ma lyf bcome more complicated than b4..eeiii....ape ni....!!afta wat hapened 2 me last 4 month ...ase cm ati ni da xd tok sape2....tp........w/out me realize it...ad org da cuit ati sye....x perasan lgsg..sbb da kraskn ati ni....xmo maen ngn cinta...saket....tp cinta 2 adlh kurniaan Dia pd kte....n ape yg jd sumenye krna Dia..kte bole rancang mcm2..tp ape yg akn jd..kte x taw...so..redha dgn ketentuanNya...balek pd td...nk wat cne ea....sy xnk maen ngn hati n prasaan....tp dat person also xnk cm2...lme sgt dy tgu sye..n sy taw..dy bkn mcm org len...he was so special...sumtym pk its a waste if im x tke a good care of him or i juz ignore him...bt the other side say...x serik2 lagi ke nk maen ngn hati ni...x ckp lg dgn saket yg ade 2...nk tmbh lg ke???hurmm.....bt its a risk kn tok maen cinta??lg2 dgn keadaan hati yg skrg sgt2 keras...sy tkot sy x mampu nk syg dy cmne dy syg sye.....its unfair 2 him....sy jgk xnk dikatakn sy memprgunakn dy...ishh...dah xtaw nk describe cmne...nk luah kt sape pn xtaw...xd org yg sy ase bole sy cte sume bnd ni..hmm...pasl ni je da pjg...ish3....kalau mslh kwn n dr sndr pn da xd tmpt nk share....cmne plak ngn mslh famlily???lg la xd sape yg phm n le tlg mlaenkn sy,me,i,n dr sndr y le tlg....huuu....hm..ase lega cket dpt tulis ni....soryla cm pusing2,putar2 je crite n ayt....xd niat ape2 pn...juz nk meluahkn....dats al kot....ya Allah...kau berikanlah hambamu ini ketabahan hati.kesabaran dalam diri dlm menempuh kehidupan ini.....amin....

oyh my wrist

waduh....blek handball tgn pulak caket....lari2 reverse le plak tj2h....hurm....da tseliuh....nsb bek g xray xd ape....tp stil susa nk wat keje....dpt mc seminggu..huk3..lme nau.....nwAY thnx 2 kwn2 yg tlg sy ms sy jd oku....

stlh sekian lmenye...=P

ngee...lme plak x update..bz2....now got new lappy!!!yeay..masyeh nenek....abah...mok2....apis cyg...=)...em...byk ngat bnd jd kt sye...bt da l8st 1 is...congrats 2 palapes upnm(ladies)...sbb menang handball interbatalion...congrats 2 all player....diz pic amek ms p aswara...went there 2c zapin tradisional....bez sgt!!!i wish i cn dance lyk them...huu....sonok..n ere oso pic wif bayu....huu..

.n dat nyte jgk sy g downtown dgn sum1 special....hee....special cne ek???hurmm..ntahla..sy pn tataw ag....bt really njoy dat nyte...ase bhagie je....thnx 2 HIM!!even cm ltey sket kn...(byk gak la bkn cket..huhu)....bt sy stil happy....wish 2 hve sum more tym wif him....eh..dh2..byk plak ckp pasl org len kt cni...ermm....esknye pas kua 2 br g bli laptop ni ats bantuan kwn baek yg sy syg sgt...hik3...tq dear....em..

las saturday wuz ma mama bday!!!clbrte kcik2 je..2pn lwt shri coz evry1 bz.....ma bro blikn kek cdp dat nyte...wee....