Wednesday, January 9, 2013

working environment

it has been a long time im not viewing my "eegsaredelicious"...hurmm....on 3/1/2013, formally i have been working at my partners for 3 months. many people i met, many types of different characters i found....the question here is, how do you face all this? now i know what is the challengers being in the workplace....(long sigh...)

everyday facing the same people....meet with the different environment everyday....its a tough thing to do actually!! because it has to be face everyday! oh my...i wish i could fly to some where else...huu

now feels like gonna have headache everyday....i need to learn how to handle this...how to handle different characteristics! yess!! thats it...because im not the 1 that like to mix with crowd and many types of person with different characteristics..especially the 1 with the weird act!! ughh... this 1 that give me the headache...

naahh.ade keije pulak...haih..later!

Sunday, September 2, 2012

i think this is the time...

aaaaa...lama x conteng cni..salu conteng bile ad bnda xdpt diluahkn je..huu..so skrg da ade...agk lme la mcm xd mslh kn..knonnye...ade je tp mcm kuatla bole smpn je...emm...mcm jht sgt ak bile ckp cmtu ....tp ak ase tula bnda yg ptot ak wat...bkn sje2....ade sbb..xpnh wat sesuatu tanpa sbb..mgkn jd lbh trok sbb hormon plak nga trun naek kn...mmg getting worst la...sy mnx maaf pd yg berkenaan...x ksala dy bce ke x entry kali ni...tp mnx maaf sgt2...i want to change...if u cant accept it..just let me go....dgn cara baek..i noe its hard...but to change maself...its harder than this...and if u cant help me...its better u leave me...the most impportant is...if U cant change urself..than i think i shud think twice about u...hah da belit2 da ak ckp ni...eh type je...even byk chance da bg..slh ak ke kalo ko wat bnda yg sme saketkn aty ak....ak x start pape pn....ak jd dri ak je..tp ko tu yg ske sgt wat cmtu...ak da gtaw dr awl lg...n now, respect ak kt ko totally lost...im sorry for that...ase da byk kali cmni....tp hati ni tetp trime blek lpas dpjuk...mnx maaf sume...tp smpi bile...kte da bg chance....utk brubah...tp still wat jgk bnda yg sme...slh yg sme...i think..i need to go on my life by myself after this..be strong fara!azmeera! u can do it...face all ur porblems with the guidance from Him..insyaallah..everything will be fine...

Friday, May 18, 2012

Tears of Gaza

whoaa...nu blog meh...hahahha.nmpk sgt lme x update ni...ingtkn ad sumthng wrong..upenye memg gini ghopenye yop...kui3...btw, juz now me n my buddy watched "tears of gaza"...at masjid al-jazari,upnm....i cant feel pity to them...but im impressed..how they still can wear hijab+jubah even many things happen to them..even the 11 year old kid...so dissapointed coz dun have "air yg suci" so that they can use it to take wuduk...alhamdulillah...they have strong iman..but us??live in peace country...xd sape pn nk tembak...mlm2 dpt tdo lena ats tilam yg empuk..bantal kabu2 la...bulu angsa la...tp still..nk bgn subuh pn payah(including maself)...ape lg suro ckupkn 5 waktu tu...ish3..ape nk jd...by sharing that point i think is enuf to make my tears drop out from my eyes...bkn nk suro jd alim sgt..pkai tudung labuh,jubah spjg ms...but its enuf if we can cover our aurat ryte...(pesanan kpd dr sndr)...to all readers, try ur best to not skip the '5 waktu'...tu bnda 1st akan dihitung kelak...sama2 lah kte renungkan....its x late to taubat...change ourself...=)..insyaAllah...

Friday, April 6, 2012

its been a while my blog remain silent....uhuh dat is bcoz me dun have anything inside my heart...it goes to ere when the time i feel lonely...dun have anyone with me...or anyone can hear me....haa...dats it...bbuttato mostly evrytime it all just sumthng wrong with me...
Ok,now there is sumthng bothering me....at first,i neva tot it wud be a real for me...but then,it is real...i love when peoples around me happy...but is it worth it if peoples happy bug u're not...ermm..its not i dont like them being togetha..its juz..i know both of them..how can i handle that..i know dat wat kind of gul she is...n i oso Noè wat kind of boy he is...what if...one day dat gul will took away the boy away from u...forever??i love both...ntahla...maybe i should leave it to Him...He knows wat is the best for us....btw,lme jgk xd org komen kt cni...huu...ape2 Pn...sy mnx maaf pd sume org ats sume slh silap sy slme ni....n sy maafkn sume org ats ape jd kslhan...

Sunday, April 1, 2012

morning....its raining on Monday morning....same goes inside me....confius with evrythng had done...konpius ngn sume bnda...how meh...xtaw nk PM cne...pf xyah pk...juz leave it to Him...tkot slh wat keputusan...hmm....dgn Dia n dadaring Dia je bole dpt jwpn...

Sunday, March 18, 2012

bad attitude...

cmne la nk ilangkan rase baran ni...asyk nk mara je..nk kte hormon nye pasl...mgkn la...tp cm salu je.hmm..xtawla nk wat cmne...xtaw nk ngadu kt sape....pas solat td okela...tp ble pk blek..aduuh...=(..suupose to a best day but it end with suck...hish!

Thursday, March 15, 2012

losing~~~

npe tetbe sy rase mcm kehilangan...kawan2.... mcm dy xmo kwn ngn sy ke?kalo x suke ke ape gtaw la...sy ase dy yg mcm merampas kwn2 sy yg sy da lme knal..tp skrg tbe2 mcm dy da take over pulak..x ksala bnda da lmeee sgt3...nk kwn ngn sape2 pn xpela kn...tp knpe dy wat cmtu...sy bkn kwn dy ke?dgn kwn yg rapt ngn kte je ke kte ckp tq..ngn kwn xbek kte xckp eh?xtawla pulak...tp ape dy wat tu btol2 wat sy trase...xksa pn kalo xnk kwn..ase cm xrugi pape pn...tp mcm xptot nk wat cmtu... n i now,feel lyk losing my old frens...hmm mybe slh sy yg xsalu keep in touch ngn sume...tp asenye sume memg bz kot...n ad new life dgn kwn2 bru..tp xdla smpi lpe kt kwn2 lme...arini pn bru pasan pasl sesuatu...mgkn slame sy je kot yg prasan dorng cm kwn bek sy..tp dorng x pn...sokay la cmtu...xkck aty pn..trase sket je...i dun feel lyk a looser dont have a fren lyk u...so,be happy....=)